May 27, 2010

Master Cleanse

Ehh, I've been feeling blah lately. I don't sleep soundly, my skin has been breaking out, and food just really isn't sitting well with me lately (but I still eat... sorry for tmi).

So I've been doing some research and 9 times out of 10 I am pointed in the direction of the Master Cleanse, which is a 10-day fast where you only drink a lemonade-cayenne pepper drink and do frequent salt water flushes to rid the body of toxins.

Since I've started eating chicken and turkey again (I still haven't had pork or red meat in over 10 years), I'm fully aware of all of the foreign substances entering my body- antibiotics, trace amounts of waste, mercury, etc etc

I eventually want to ease my way into a vegan diet at some point, but I don't think I'll be able to just wake up and make the transition. I don't want to be a vegan for life, but just for a couple of months to kick start my metabolism, digestive tract, energy levels and mental clarity.

I think that doing a Master Cleanse beforehand will help ease that transition beautifully. We'll see.

Go Suns!

May 17, 2010

Things Fall Apart

And when they do, they shatter.

May 12, 2010

One Step Closer

Junior year is finally over. About 2 weeks since over (thank god). I'm still attempting to recover from my near-epic burnout, but this year more than any I've learned a lot.

It may sound cliche, but the most important lessons aren't taught in classrooms. With the organizations I've been a part of my introverted self has learned how to better be a part of a team, write proposals and grants, and network with people. I still struggle to effectively manage my time, but that's something that'll come eventually, right?

I've finally become comfortable with myself. I'm fully aware of what I like and dislike. I know the kinds of people that I want (and need) to surround myself with. Socializing is fun, but it's not everything. This year, more than any, I feel old. Not wrinkly and crochety old, but "I know things" old. And once again, I know myself.

Neuroscience majors often continue on at medical or graduate schools to get that second piece of paper. Don't get it twisted- holding an M.D. or P.h.D. sure is lucrative, but I'm not sure if I want to spend more paper for a piece of paper just to make paper in the future... seems a little counterintuitive. On a deeper tip, being able to use your knowledge and skill to better humankind is honorable, but only if you're committed. And as selfish as it may sound, I'm not so sure I'm committed, let alone interested, anymore.

I love science, I love biology, but I love music and the business more. The production, the deals, the shows, new talent... it's exciting! It shapes culture, it follows culture, it is a statement of what our culture is and where it is relative to others. I'm not into the fame. I don't want to be recognized by millions; I'm too private a person to ever want that. What I do want is for those in the industry to know that I'm a hard worker, that I can eye-spy emerging talent, that I can destroy deadlines with quality work.

And thankfully this summer I can do just that. I'll be interning with Okayplayer (http://www.okayplayer.com/) and doing some stuff with Cornerstone Promotions, which will be promoting for Reflection Eternal's comeback album. A fucking great opportunity, no?

Anyways, I'm moving to Williamsburg, Brooklyn in a few weeks. How many college kids can say they lived in the city that never sleeps doing what they really want to do, solo-dolo?

I am truly blessed. Wish me luck.